i hate That Feeling.... of unwantedness... of loneliness... of hatred... of feeling that you cant do anything right.... yet your screaming inside.... you feel like your gonna explode... and yet no one can relate to what you feel... you try to explain.. but it never comes out right. so then you just sit there... feeling this way... wanting to die.. cuz This Feeling is unexplainable.... i feel it every so often.... it comes and goes... but when it comes... i just wanna crawl up in a hole and die.... when it comes... i just cant explain it.. it hurts so much.... and it always has to do with something i did wrong.... to make it worse is when no one even realizes it... your just there and they go on with their lives... it makes you think sometimes.... why doesn't anyone recognize me like this.. i feel different and i can feel That Feeling creeping toward me... why doesn't anyone else see it...??
so ill ask myself.... why cant i do things right...so i wont have to feel That Feeling....?
so ill ask myself.... why cant i do things right...so i wont have to feel That Feeling....?
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