
well..
its hard you know.. to act like i really like myself.. i hate it.. sometimes i feel pretty.. but then i see myself and i just wanna punch something... i hate it i hate feeling this way... like im never gonna be good enough.. or pretty enough.. i hear what people say about me... i just usually ignore it, but it always goes thru my head at the end of the night.. its hard.. to sit in a room with all these other girls.. seeing what they look like.. everytime feeling so insecure...hiding myself... im not them and i know this.. but why is it that they have to be so much more prettier than me! its not fair.. but i guess thats life.. never fair and it will never be thats why we have to live it the way it is.... And i know that looks arent important... ive got the brains.. im sure of that! but why cant i feel good about myself.. to walk into a room and feel like i dont have to hide.. to not have to run away from myself...
And ill wish.. to not hate myself.. but this feeling overwelms me.....
~Jenna
its hard you know.. to act like i really like myself.. i hate it.. sometimes i feel pretty.. but then i see myself and i just wanna punch something... i hate it i hate feeling this way... like im never gonna be good enough.. or pretty enough.. i hear what people say about me... i just usually ignore it, but it always goes thru my head at the end of the night.. its hard.. to sit in a room with all these other girls.. seeing what they look like.. everytime feeling so insecure...hiding myself... im not them and i know this.. but why is it that they have to be so much more prettier than me! its not fair.. but i guess thats life.. never fair and it will never be thats why we have to live it the way it is.... And i know that looks arent important... ive got the brains.. im sure of that! but why cant i feel good about myself.. to walk into a room and feel like i dont have to hide.. to not have to run away from myself...
And ill wish.. to not hate myself.. but this feeling overwelms me.....
~Jenna
"Kimberly"...? Hmmm...It's really good. If your writing as a character. But if your writing about yourself I completely disagree. Your one of the prettiest girls I know. And have no reason to be insecure! ;)
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